I thought I had relaxed over the Christmas break. I thought I would be ready to face the last semester. Coming home after the first day feeling like I want to throw up and then crying, clearly shows that I am not ready to be back.
Is this really what I want for myself? Am I able to convince myself that 4 months isn't really that long of a time and it wouldn't be worth giving it all up right now just because they make me feel stupid and incapable of doing what they ask of me?
I have never wanted to give up so badly.
On my way home I found myself wishing I would be hit by a car so I had no choice but to not finish this semester.
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Hey you. Chin up. It's all going to work out. And you are a fantastic, intelligent, beautiful woman. Don't let "the man" get you down. Let me know if you need to talk.
Oh, Jo! I'm sorry to hear that you're so unhappy. I totally second Amanda's opinion that you're fantastic, intelligent, and beautiful. I know you can do anything you set your stubborn mind to. Big hugs to you!!!
Echoing fantastic, intelligent, beautiful. Threatening to beat up "the man" for stressing you out. Wondering if that's too much macho posturing. Resigning myself to macho posturing. Sending my love and support.
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